Essentially a Sissy

It's the same every time. I've grown accustomed to the way my Alpha treats me and how he expects his sissy to behave and dress. Swallowing his cum, taking his loads in my ass pussy and my complete submission are my life now.

So tonight is no different.

I'm getting ready for the night with my Daddy and its the same every time. I love the idea of knowing everything that my Daddy likes and surrendering to the reality that I do it all just to please him. All to feel the indescribable rush of complete submission.

I know that he loves the way I dress. It's 100% pure sissy, lots of pink (a sissy princess), with all the feminine treats that come with dressing up like a submissive little girl. It's white lace panties with a delicate pink bow on the front and the words "I love anal" stitched in pink across the front, a matching white lace pocket bra, filled with 34DD tits and supple nipples from my breastplate, white sheer panty hose with lace tops and pink bows on the back, a pleaded skirt with a schoolgirl black and red plaid pattern and a snug buttoned front white blouse. My makeup is enough so I can pass for a young woman, with fire engine red lipstick and my wig is strawberry blonde tied up in pig tails and pink bows. Lastly, I wear a white lace chocker, the universal sign that I belong someone. It's the look that my Daddy loves.

As I get dressed, its difficult to focus on anything other than the feelings of submission. I'm enraptured with the idea of being a complete sissy for my Daddy. The acts of dropping to my knees in front of him, looking up as I take his huge cock into my mouth for the first time, making eye contact throughout my degradation, swallowing his nasty salty thick cum load, moaning like the little girl inside my head, bending over and flipping up my skirt before he penetrates me, feeling every inch of his rock hard 10 inch cock pulse through my ass pussy and finally, the feeling of his hot cum filling my rectum with his seed. All of it, is why I feel fulfilled and as close to a woman as possible.

And, the taking of his seed is such an important part of being my Daddy's sissy. I'm his cumdumpster slut and I need to have his virile, potent, alpha seed inside of me. Both in my belly and deep inside my ass pussy. It's the closest I'll ever come to carrying my Daddy's seed to fruition and I love the feeling of knowing his seed is deep deep inside of me. As much as I love the pulsing of his hard cock in my mouth or sissy cunt, it's as satiating knowing that my Daddy's essence will meld with my body fluids and remain deep inside my soul.

As I continue to get ready for the night with my Daddy, my desire to be a subservient cocksucking slut continues to build. I wonder if Daddy will use all of my tender holes tonight and if he will make me into the sissy whore that lives in my fantasy. Its only on special nights that my Daddy takes me to a place where his sissy whore will do anything, and I mean anything, to satisfy my man. I start to slowly shake as I resolve to give something very special to my Daddy tonight...something that drives him crazy.

Tonight I'm going to do it. Tonight I'm going to be a nasty sissy anal whore. I'm going to plead and beg my Daddy to make perform ass to mouth. My Daddy doesn't take me to this level of submission and humiliation that often but I know from his howls, groans and incessant name calling that it gets his ten inches of cock harder, makes his cum rocket out of his dick and flood my mouth with more cum that most nights. He knows it, his friends know it and I know it. We all know that I don't like to taste my ass but do it to satisfy my Daddy and his friends. I go to great lengths to be a good submissive bottom and keep my ass clean and ready for my Daddy. But, despite my best efforts, there's always that lingering taste of ass that comes with a deep hard ass fucking. We both know that its a special night and level of submission when my Daddy pulls his rock hard cock from my ass and shoves it straight down my throat. As we lock eyes, my sissy whimpers and his masculine groans tell the whole story. I'm his sissy whore and I will do anything, no matter how degrading, nasty or demeaning, to please my Daddy.

Before any of the acts of submission and humiliation begin on this night, my Daddy has his rituals to enforce and remind me of my total surrender. It usually starts with kneeling before him, locking our eyes and the submissive sissy chants. Over and over I repeat "I'm your cocksucking anal whore. I'm your nasty cum loving anal slut. I'm Daddy's sissy whore." It's the constant eye contact, the slow and deliberate mouthing of the degrading words, the thoughts of submission and humiliation, and the act of kneeling before my alpha, masculine, owner that feed my soul. Yes, he owns me, body and soul, and this is how I show my man how much I love his complete control over my sissy life. After repeating the sissy chants, it's time to empty my impotent sissy juice building in my balls.

Before giving my princess body to My Daddy, he wants me to completely surrender, without the confusion of my slutty horniness. As I kneel before my Daddy, dressed as the sissy princess that I am, my Daddy watches as I wank my sissy clit, giving my Daddy all of my horniess, so my submission is pure and not altered. It remains an uneasy feeling, kneeling before my Daddy madly masturbating, while he smiles, showering me with all of his favorite names... cocksucker, faggot, sissy fag, pillowbiter, cum slut, cunt, cump dumpster, anal whore, sissy bitch and anal princess.

And then it happens, I unload a trickle of sissy cum into my palm, at the direction of my Daddy. Overwhelmed by the feeling of release, shame and humiliation, I look into my Daddy's eyes, knowing what he expects next. I lift my palm and lick up the nasty, slimy, salty sissy load into my mouth, cleaning my palm to a shiney sheen. And, because I've done this more that I can remember it's not over. My Daddy has trained me to always show him the nasty slimy load of cum in my mouth and on my tongue. So, with all of my horniness gone, I slowly open my mouth to show my Daddy that I'm still his loving sissy whore. He laughs, knowing that I don't like to swallow my cum, then he demands that I swirl it around, getting all of the taste into my mouth, before he say those sweet words...swallow it.

Before he can truly fuck me like a woman on my back with his ten inches of rock hard cock in my manpussy, I need to describe his manhood. My Daddy is a huge imposing figure, towering over my slender sissyhood. When he holds me tight, I'm swept up by the feelings of submission and surrender. He's a large man with a beer can cock and large plum cockhead that stretches my mouth and asspussy to the extreme limits of pain and pleasure. My Daddy is the epitome of control and dominance when he fucks me up the ass, on my back in his favorite position, locked into his eyes, pinching and twisting his diamond hard nipples, with my Mary Janes lodged on his shoulders. It's at this point that I'm fullfilled as a sissy cocksucker, losing control, surrendering my sissy pussy, waiting for the eventual insemination by my Daddy.

If this is his favorite sexual position, my favorite starts here. He's fucking me up the ass, slamming my tender boipussy, driving his ten inches of cock deep deep inside my ass, over and over again, groaning only the way an alpha male groan as he's nearing the release of his virile, potent male seed. Before he can reach a release, I wrap my arms around his neck, my legs around his waist and then he wraps his arms around my back and lifts me off the bed, fully impaled, suspended in air by his ten inch iron steel cock. I have no control, completely surrendered to the cock slamming my tender quivering hole, my asspussy.

Locked in submissive kissing, his tongue raping my mouth, my body flailing by the ravaging pounding, all for the pleasure and release of my Daddy. The penetrations continue until my Daddy begins to tense, as I reach around to cup his large egg shaped balls that carry the searing virile cum that's about to enter my rectum, and then it happens. He pushes deep inside my ass, my rectum, my soul and releases his seed. Pulse after pulse of potent cum fills my ass, coats my rectum, and begins its slow absorption into the walls of my ass, forever to be a part of me. Daddy has marked his bitch, impregnated his sissy, and for all time, gifting me his seed.

It's almost time to meet my Daddy. I'm shaking, lost in submission and eager to share my soul with my Daddy. My mind is racing with thoughts of humiliation and surrender. I look up and there he is...My Daddy. I love my Daddy.