by fionacder
Oh Honey! I'm so sorry that you have to remain as hidden and closeted as you do. I am in a similar situation, where there are a few places that I can be myself, a lot of places that I can be...not quite myself, but definitely not closeted, and a few, very specific places and people around which I must remain closeted and vigilant. The last bit sucks. It's painful to deny ones self, but I understand that depending on circumstances, it can be much more disruptive to embrace who you are.